bibiCU01

Finding it hard to write about myself and my relation to porn here, hah. But yeah. Uh.

I realized it was pretty dumb to be manually bookmarking 90,000 facial videos in my browser instead of just adding them to my fav's here in order to reciprocate the wonderful internal ecosystem here.

Many other users have written more eloquently than I ever can about the special nature of facials. Also I'm not ignorant to the sometimes contentious nature of them. That said, I am most drawn to performers who receive facials with a sense of celebration and dominant receipt. Gianna Michaels for instance. Many others.

I got into amateur facials through xhamster mostly - and found the fragile stimulation of their low-quality to be a whole other world of interesting. I like professionally made porn as well, but amateur, lofi, even VHS quality facials have a certain something about them...

This site also helped link me up with similar "collectors" of videos like this, allowing me to FUCKING FINALLY put a face/name to particular vids/clips 20 min within cumpilations etc.

I'm always drawn to particular facials, tends to be thick, intense, overwhelming in a fun way, the kind making the recipient gasp and start to smile as their eyes and nose are covered. I'm kind of obsessed with the million variations -- as hilariously stupid as it sounds lol, facials are like snowflakes.. it's true...

I'm going to try and fav all of my big all time "mind-worm" facials that I just keep coming back to and can't get out of my head. The kind that I am a little shocked by at first for some reason, a teensy bit traumatized by, grossed out by. Those are usually the ones that stir with stimulation and fascination and result in a brew of obsessive appreciation.

Users like SoMuchCum & FCHANG69 have helped me finally find the performers or couples who made facial vids I have watched too many times to count.. people whose videos have been re-posted and re-posted a hundred times over, always without names - and always, oddly, NOT the ones folks point out in the comments "Who is the girl at X?" People are always asking about the blonde normal stuff, but I'm stuck on the dimly lit, 100% amateur quality video of a buxom dark haired girl taking a load in her bedroom late at night, because you can see the mere silhoutte of a huge glob of cum falling off her nose and splatting on her naked thigh... stuff like that just burns into my brain.

I guess in a way - videos like that are actually, weirdly, closer to that of our own memories if you've been lucky enough to have a partner who will take your load on their face. Blurry fragments of mental video that is imperfect, vulnerable as fuck, as little scary and awkward.. but hot as fuck. A first time for me, not a facial, but as a teen being jerked off by a g/f in a cabin at a state park (lol), when I came I was biting my lip to make no sound, so the only sound you could hear was the sound of my cum splatting on the raised wooden floor of this cabin with no doors (weird area). Stuff like that sticks with you, and I guess amateur vids bring those feelings to the surface.

Also - another thing studies and articles have said better than I will - the willing acceptance of a facial can be a physical manifestation of love and acceptance. There are so many "fun, BRING IT ON" facials online I've forgotten people have very negative degrading connotations with them, which is dumb of me. I've personally only ever experienced them in the way that a partner is so into me they will let me do this very weird, gross, unnatural thing. It's not unlike other "extracurricular" sex acts, but there's something about facials that are SO strange, that your partner actually *ASKING* you to do it? There are few things hotter and more reassuring than that. The natural sense of shame and embarrassment you have after giving a facial, the often kneejerk laughter because it's so ridiculous.. you expect someone to be annoyed or overwhelmed. But to have a partner then lovingly suck your dick then giddily run to the mirror to check out the damage? <3 <3 <3

I don't make any case here - lol - I don't expect most people to find it anything but gross, misogynistic, weird, repetitive, ignorant of many other colors in the spectrum of sexual pleasure. All I can say is, for me, that's not the case, and I am still a deep admirer of said spectrum.. it's just that when it comes to the internet and the very niche, strange roots you tend to spread when privately exploring it.. my obsession and love for shooting-star facials tends to elbow other things off my stage.